Saturday I went into the hospital to have my baby. She came at 7:20 pm May 6th, 2006. She was 6 lbs 6 oz and 18 inches long. I love my new baby but I am still very depressed about my daughter Taelor not being allowed to talk to me. I don't know what to do! I am glad I have Lyla Pearl, I just wish I could share her with my other daughter. I have caught myself on many occasions calling Lyla Taelor. If only Todd (Bughead my ex-husband) and Sherri (Scooby his new wife) would allow me to have contact with her. They have not had her write me back like they said they would and have cut off communication by email. Sherri talks about Squishy (Taelor) in her blog but won't go into anything but things that I believe are meant to hurt me. They seem to wish to promote lies about me. I miss Taelor very much. She was and still is a big part of who I am. It is like she is a part of my soul that they snatched away from me. I was emotionally and spiritually torn apart when they ripped her out of my life. I am her mother and they don't allow her to talk to me. They keep her in Canada and promise me that I can talk to her and lead me along by carrot like they would a rabbit. I MISS MY DAUGHTER TAELOR!! =(
Lyla is beautiful and I am soooooooo glad to have had her. I know that Jesse would never pull the stunts that Todd did. He is morally superior and would never hit me either. Jesse is a beautiful man! I am glad that we chose to be with each other. BTW, my mother and I chose to spell her name with a y instead of an i. I don't know if I mentioned that already so I thought I would share..LOL.
Thanks to whomever the supreme being is that gave Jesse and me Lyla!! Now just let me have Taelor back and I will be eternally happy!